long tyme no post...
so here today. nothing private will be disclosed cos of many reasons. however since arrow wants real life stuff it will be a request granted in coming times which is most likely the year after next or thee coming one. i know this may sound terribly odd or should i say weird but some things have a to be behind a bolted door. somethings cannot be said by lips nor words. and some things can never be written down. writing is one thing that hurts most. taught never to write something hurtful. if you really must, than the tongue will do the job, however the hand always can do more harm. enough about what the lessons may have taught me and by lessons i mean people or what you will name advice. advice should always be good but neither the guillable or naive might know. as for now, those unlearnt things shall be learned later in life. or maybe i'm babbling too much about such insensitive stuff but this however is sometimes too deep for just anybody to get. my closest friends are the brown and piercing arrow which upon me causes no harm and the wounded heart which hurts the most. i guess you can imagine what the scence looks like now but i'm just a light, a nice ball of burning fire so far that it can merely twinkle. this sounds no better i understand but there are many things i pretend not to understand anymore. cos what's the point of not being able to convey your message when you really need a listening ear...
a chirp from a bird means nothing more than a thought
